is it a horrible thing that we are creatures of habit? or is it a good thing? is it what holds us back or what keeps us sane? i have been turning the question over and over again in my mind for the last few days and i still can’t decide what the answer is. i think that habit is good–it is what gets me through the day, it is what keeps me sane but at the same time, it also drives me insane. up the walls really. sometimes because of it i can not see straight. it is okay that i only like to interact with a handful of people even though i have the possibility of interacting with hundreds more? i can’t decide the answer to that either. oh, sometimes i just get so stuck inside my head that my head itself hurts.