you know, you look back at your life, at time, and there are certain questions that tear at your heart, certain things that no matter how hard you try to understand, just don’t seem possible. how could something once so strong now be so weak? how could something so weak now be so strong? you know the answers to some of these questions but even though the answers dance through your head, in the moment it is hard to grasp the fact that everything happens for a reason. that this hurt and this joy is happening so that something can happen down the road, so that you can walk down the path of this life that the universe needs you to walk on in order to make all of the changes you were placed here to make.
but right now? i just don’t understand.