to love and be loved is to feel the sun from both sides

i know that i write the same things over and over again but it is because i feel the same things over and over again and because i learn the same things over and over again. love is what matters in this world. to be loved is what matters. to love is what matters. I just watched this movie called “What Maisie Knew” and it just really screamed that message but it also made me realize that sometimes people don’t know how to love the right way. and sometimes, their love, despite being love, isn’t good enough. i am not saying what i have experienced these last few days was either good or bad. i am just saying that all humans need love. if someone can’t love you back, sometimes it isn’t good to love them. sometimes, it is too painful. i am just saying that even when people love you, sometimes it isn’t what you need and that can be both good and bad. i am just saying that i need to let go because i will be forced to do so in a few short weeks anyway. i can wait around forever for an apology that will never come, at least not in the way i want it to come. i have to love myself first. and im sorry if that ever hurts you but it is what it is

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