A Conversation With Myself

My feelings have always been too strong
(too strong says who?)
there seems to be no middle ground. I can not find rest
(it’s there)
I feel alone because I am alone and society says that’s not okay
(who made society so important?)
But in truth I am fine being alone. I haven’t been alone since middle school, but more so since before Panama.
(I miss panama)
My soul feels heavy. My brain is in constant overload and I have no desire to push myself beyond my comfort zone
(You don’t have to)
Even when I am okay, I am not comforted. Stress is pushing its way up the back of my throat
(Tell it to go away)
My past experiences are pushing themselves into expectations of this one
(Tell them to go away)
I’m drowning
(You know how to swim)

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