hello. hi there.
i have not let my heart fall into your fake pages for many nights and days. but here i am.
because i would like to tell future me something? because i feel wrapped in uncertainty? because i feel the same way i did months ago at Salem, in more ways than one?
yes, maybe that is all of it.
or maybe i just don’t want to feel so alone.
i had words to say, and now that i have begun they have all slipped away.
every aspect of this future to come looks so dark i am not sure towards it is the direction i would like to go.
but time only moves one way
and i have not the power to change a single solitary molecule of this world except for my own thoughts
so forward i will go.